I speak broken English. I often miss the points of what people are talking about. I am always afraid of looking stupid. Therefore, it is hard to tell people that I don’t get it. If I am unlikely to be able to explain or describe what I want to tell, I do not speak out. I may sound weird. Yes, I am. It is me.
But I have found this is very unhealthy. It is much healthier to expose myself not understanding, stupid, speaking broken English than being like a clam.
I will keep you updated